You are not considering a job switch are you !

Naah, the status reveals about what I think of people these days. They never really are what they seem ! A long story… !

Nice. [Mannerism nice]

Good for you. Hehe, I am sure the PPT is coming up fine!! I am still working on some screenshots to get a collage for an upcoming presentation for my boss.

I am seriously learning a lot from him. He’s a pretty cool dude.

Should confess that i was kinda misled by the “I’m not who you think i am!!” status…

Yes, all is happy happy here, coz my boss hasnt turned up yet…i’m still trying my best to finetune tht ppt of mine…if not today, i’ll have to give it tomorrow, just gives me more time to prepare!!

Anyway, I have been scathed a lot, backstabbed a lot, despite all my trust. I still have come outta it strong to my belief and it will be very very tough for me to get outta that habit as well!

Well, the truth is – it is surprising, sometimes shocking [again learnt the hard way]. The person who you get to know will be appallingly different from the person who you thought you knew and knew well !

Haha, well, it doesn’t most of the time, unfortunately for me, as there are very few aspects of me that are hidden from the outside world. Sometimes, it’s bugging when you know that people know everything about you, and even more irritating when they don’t really see that you are what you are !

In this particular case, there were some, minor influences from my personal life, but those statements were felt by _only_ imagining myself to be Kisan !!

Don’t worry, everybody [well most of us] have the habit of getting into psychoanalysis. Hope all’s going well in your side, at least the emoticons are showing happy happy !

Its so surprising that all of us(well, most of us) remain so unattached to our inner selves when we are interacting to others…but when we put pen to paper (or in this case put ur keyboard and notepad skills to good use ), we write stories which bring out our deepest fears & beliefs, our innermost feelings and thoughts. It’s a good thing I guess…it keeps us connected to what we really are, deep within!!

“It was all worth it to cater to the things I finally found – freedom, love, the moon, ME!”….”…maybe this is what you really want, (pardon my psychoanalysis, I get carried away at times )

Unfortunately, some lettuce is just bad!! They are rotten ! I, of all the people think that I can’t be cynical. I am a person who very easily forgives and forgets. Yet, some people have managed to instigate a cynical part in me. It is dormant most of the time. But, at times, especially while writing, it bears its ugly colors and makes its mark, sorta like a dog pissing to make its mark. Dirty, but works well for the dog and this “dormant-cynical-me” !

Hmm, have never read Amitav Ghosh. The person who actually inspired to me to try out this style was Divine Thoughts ala Divya.

I adore her writing style ! And her ideas man, they are so beautiful !! However, officially, she’s stopped blogging. !

@ ontheverge: Thanks man! I am glad, someone noticed it. ! It was kinda purposefully put there ! But, when I read it again, i can see that it can be modified to create a bigger effect removing redundant usages.

That’s the price I guess I gotta pay, when I can’t really proof read what I write, unless I devise a process where in, I type one day, read it the next, correct and then post.

Altho, the lazy, hate-process-routine me would rebel against it in a day, I will try and give it a shot !!

Silence sweeped in on him again, swarming his head suddenly as he watched the crimson grow brighter the surrounding darker. He stretched his legs and enjoyed the sensation of blood rushing through his legs, as they moved from numb to life.

cheers!

“When you plant lettuce, if it does not grow well, you don’t blame the lettuce. You look for reasons it is not doing well. It may need fertilizer, or more water, or less sun. You never blame the lettuce.

Yet if we have problems with our friends or family, we blame the other person. But if we know how to take care of them, they will grow well, like the lettuce. Blaming has no positive effect at all, nor does trying to persuade using reason and arguments.

That is my experience. No blame, no reasoning, no argument, just understanding.”

—Thich Nhat Hahn

About the story itself…your sense of describing the minute details ( “A tired lady came in her saree, all set with a metal plate holding two towers of lime juice. “,”A light shower came from the smattering of dark clouds around me.”, “The screeching tires, the bursting glass, the dull thud of a heavy body hitting the trunk. The shriek of a scared woman, the fear in her eyes.”) kinda reminds me of the writing style of Amitav Ghosh ( The Hungry Tide )…

As always, it was a pleasure reading what you wrote, dont think i need to mention it everytime…do i?