Suddenly, I am kinda sick and tired of living my current life. The band is beckoning me again. And I am toying around with the idea of just leaving everything and just go start my own band and become a song writer. I am bugged, bored and irritated. Life can suddenly become from all flowery and nice to a b****! How can my mind be so damn fickle is the whole question!!

I was f***ing all right till lunch today. Grrr….

It’s like having this nice ride and suddenly it becomes all bumpy and jittery! Like having a nice chocolate pastry only to realise that you are eating shit! The contrast is pissing me off!

Maybe, I will just take a nice walk to the rec room and indulge in some TT!

Hopefully that should cure it!

6 responses

  1. ontheverge Avatar

    ah! i can relate to the feeling man. this is what i meant when i said we are never truly free. if if we were, we could just about do anything. even leave everything and go start a band. but you know you cant. chill man…youre going to germany soon arent ya???

    ps

  2. Guru Panguji Avatar

    Yeah man!! But, it’s easy to get ze reigns back again with a scream and some TT shots ;-)!

  3. stan_da_man Avatar

    seriously…TT is an all-curing remedy -> headaches,stress,piss offs, painers, PMs, work, ……let it all loose with that stretched bullet shot accross the table…watchin the incredulous look on ur opponent’s face..”how the f*&% did u conjure that up!!!!??”….BLISS.

  4. Guru Panguji Avatar

    Amen!!!

  5. Duttan Avatar

    Same here!

    Wish there was something called Mental Defibrillation.

    lol…..

  6. Guru Panguji Avatar

    Maybe, just maybe we could make it a product and make some bucks outta it ;-)!

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